do you ever

let go just to hold on tighter/look people you don’t know in the eye because sometimes you want to really know someone/get high so you can get through the day/listen to sad sad sad songs so you can feel happy/forget because sometimes it hurts too much to remember/imagine yourself in a different place with a different life/fuck so you don’t have to feel/laugh at inappropriate times/remember random things/lie to yourself about why you’re alone/pretend you’re happier without him/dream of driving away/smile at strangers/look back/look forward/look around to see there’s really nothing there/wish that you could change the past/hope that you can change the future/listen to your head/listen to your heart/remember it a different way than how it really happened/cry/take life too seriously/wonder how you got right here right now/give away your loose ends/breakdown/tune out/wander around/give up/keep going/resign yourself/understand yourself/freak out/settle down/stop?

©littlebrownbutterfly

4 Thoughts on “do you ever

  1. Yes, I do.

  2. oh erin. ima be back in LA soon to see you. x

  3. Lisa Lisa Lisa. I was looking at our yearbook the other day and remembered how full of life you always were. You had an impact on me and for that I will always love you. Be safe and just chill. Canoe trip anyone?

  4. lee. so sweet. thank you…canoe club! hell yeah!

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